at some point
cells decided
to divide;
a greedy,
molecular army
knives and hands
do battle against
what is unseen;
an invisible
invasive foe
Thursday came
he was happy
just to get out of -
his four walls
the new battle
it didn't matter
that no one knew
what to say
drugs numb
the skin, tender
around the incision
but are worthless
at helping him
maintain small talk,
make conversation
his mind walks
the line inside -
pacing with anger,
dread, fear, and
resolve at better
moments
again, intangible
I visualize the
small army
disintegrating
moving away,
pulling back,
dissolving
it's the least I can do
:hrr
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Monday, November 13, 2006
No Title
I am trying to draw;
post cards and layers of scribbled
mess and paper cover the table -
there for inspiration as if
it were easy, as if its what I do
every day
four days I have thought and worked;
no closer to a decision than I was a week ago
poetry is nothing like this; it invades me -
a possessive lover sneaking up behind
words fall through the top of my head
like coffee drip-drip-dripping
into my morning pot
they hang heavy in the steam
of my morning shower,
taunting me
I capture them on the mirror,
half-wet and shivering,
only to lose them by the time
I’ve dressed
words are my art
traveling through me like
a brush or pencil put to paper
breaking through to my finger tips,
like tears, lightening bolts, or flowers
I wish I could draw them
post cards and layers of scribbled
mess and paper cover the table -
there for inspiration as if
it were easy, as if its what I do
every day
four days I have thought and worked;
no closer to a decision than I was a week ago
poetry is nothing like this; it invades me -
a possessive lover sneaking up behind
words fall through the top of my head
like coffee drip-drip-dripping
into my morning pot
they hang heavy in the steam
of my morning shower,
taunting me
I capture them on the mirror,
half-wet and shivering,
only to lose them by the time
I’ve dressed
words are my art
traveling through me like
a brush or pencil put to paper
breaking through to my finger tips,
like tears, lightening bolts, or flowers
I wish I could draw them
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Rapture
lips soft
small smile
sweetly kiss fingers
your mouth whispers
here
love
any words
are
everything
to set me
smiling
larger as I melt
like smiles in eyes
that see me as
Botticelli may have
your laugh as
beauteous a sound
as the prayer
he made on wood
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