Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Origami


I have folded too many times
into pleasing, useful shapes

All you had to do was all you ever did;
I assumed the positions

Tangled fibers fail;
wearied with the work 
of false bravado

I become a useless scrap, 
creased and flimsy;   
to disintegrate before you
the only thing left to do

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Wild Humans

in the light of dark
eyes make sense
like words do

lips to ear, each
breath whispered
a skeleton key
to waking puzzles

tongues travel,
translating; the
foreign familiar

fingers trace
remembered paths
sightless, well-worn

permeable skins
swap bliss
sighs speak
native tongues

in the dark of light 
eyelids shut
like doors

words tangle 
like static
over lines unseen

mind arrives to
numb instinct,
wrestles for control

bliss flees
retreats to far, 
inner corners

lonely, longing
(again) 

Monday, September 27, 2010

Drafts May Appear...

Dear blog friends,

From now on, I've decided my blog will be a work in progress.  The luxury of not being published is that I have the option to revisit my poems; which is actually quite nice, because occassionally I think they are better for it.

So, for the multiudes who visit this blog (all 2 or 3 of you, and yes, I'm smiling) from this point forward, let it be known that I shall identify work in draft format.  Comments are welcome, always.

This decree is dedicated to me in the hope that I will more actively pursue editing, adding, and crafting these poems.  Thanks for stopping by. ;>

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Going About it the Wrong Way

Love presented meager; 
small bills peeled 
from thick rolls
rubber-band protected

the reticent benevolence, 
gracious granting favor; 
double-standard disapproval, 
disciplinary withholding

a short attention span 
consistent, predictable; 
disregard for
genetic, familial

cause for provocation; 
our frenetic dance of 
perseverance and sabotage

totemic behavior 
vested more in self than other; 
the return on investment, 
coffers rich with fear 

:hrr 081609

Friday, April 16, 2010

Memory Indulges

hands at 10 and 12
her bare knees small
to one amused;
love-drunk as
13-year locusts
singing on the windshield

the yellow suit strap,
damp, twisted;
her sanded shoulder
apricot-round on
flattened grass,
lips like sleepy
curled leaves

a nocturnal chit-chat
of insects, other mammals;
the wind-swept water slap
at fevered limbs,
hungry fish nibbles
like skeletons scratching ankles

press of teeth to throat,
the fragrant skin smile;
an empty window witness
to their bright embrace

not meant to last;
memory indulges

an indifferent end to,
the intoxication of firsts;
reality a sooty, metallic
screen left hanging at
summer's end

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Upside Down

snowballs drop from
curled leaves, budded branches
rapid-fire, round, whole;
an upside-down battle
done by unseen hands

he finds reason not to
this unusual morning

across snow-filled streets
her white shoulders slope,
drop disappointment

the struggle ensues;
logic falls dogged and persistent,
visible to her as breath on
windows watching snow

:hrr 031509

What do you know? I am reading an extraordinary book and witnessed something today that prompted me to write. I think Elizabeth Gilbert's "TED Talk" did me some good as well.

Oh, the book I am reading is called "The History of Love" by Nicole Krauss. Beautiful quote from the book re: being human: "At that moment, overcome with the tender brutality of physical existence with 'the insoluble contradiction of being animals cursed with self-reflection, and moral beings cursed with animal instincts' - Jacob launches into a lament..."

I'm going to start showing up. ;>

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Remove Her

let her do it;
it will be easy

her deft hands hide
curled in pockets
deep with secrets

trust, she has the
tools necessary

scissors gleam
apparent, you may
believe she smiles

bits of her will
fall from you,
her flashing teeth
clamped on memories

no scar visible;
let her do it

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Battered

pale fingers push
towhead strands

she avoids eye contact;
preoccupied with
everything other than
what she might see in mine

above her luminescent,
lovely cheek, blood
beneath the surface
marks the spot where
he loves her best

her beauty is wasted;
i wish she knew

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Poppies

poppies nod
brave morning

they
unfurl 
trusting light 

tangerine crepe
tissue-paper thin 

their core
darkness 
exposed

to heal 
beneath 
brilliance 

:hrr

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Later

twist in the grass
curves, angles tight

damp earth beneath
sky flickers light

she's like a chigger
evil little mite

takes a piece of you
one sweet bite

hrr 072708

Saturday, July 26, 2008

What It Is

leaving the bathroom this morning
I saw covers pulled over his shoulders;
he wants to sleep a little longer

up early, I need solitude,
coffee and frequently a pen and paper;
there are things to sort

this morning I dreamt of you,
I have for years and
sometimes they've come true;
it worries and astounds me

he says it's indicative
of how much time
I spend on others;
too much, he says,
it isn't healthy
in the dream, you talked
from the opposite end of
a rotary telephone,
the hard black receiver
cupped your face like a hand

I sensed it was mine and
listened because its what I do;
you always have a lot to say
even in my dreams

you posed a jumbled question,
something that I couldn't hear;
while the line was still
I answered - unable to stop

words tumbled out like
the black numbers printed
on a dial plate, 1, 3, 7, 9

I looked down; the cloth
handset cord hung mid-air,
frayed and disconnected
like some discarded toy
children use for make-believe

indicative of
what it is

hrr 072608

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Grief

in the curled photograph
she stands beside a waterfall,
supple brown as a sapling
pulling forward from
his outstretched hand

she smiles joy, her eyes
a brilliant echo of
forest's endless green

his face reflects hers;
light ricochets between
like sun through leaves

hope visible as
dark stone shining
wet beneath their feet

grief arrives this morning;
three years, five months late

she leans into the sorrow
of things missed;
the man in the photograph
gone before she was
able to remember

it is the saddest part
of losing him

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Dance of Intention

belly softens
undulation exorcises
undigested sorrow

she sweats soul,
breathes pulse

happy beats
wave inward
expand out

soles seek earth
hands grasp stars
sacred hips spin

darkness to light